7/9/2014.

I have admitted that I tend to push people away.

I have admitted that I tend to be blunt, harsh, honest and sometimes rude. OK, a lot of times rude.

SO, I have had this friend for 2 1/2 years, who KNOWS all of these things about me. We have talked about all of these things. I sent her an email, (1) being blunt calling her out on her crap. She gossips about people, even about close friends. We have talked about the fact that she gossips a lot. It should not have been a surprise to her. It wasn't a fact that I pulled HER character flaw out of thin air and shocked her with it. She gossips about our friend ME and KM to me and gossips about me to ME and KM, so forth and so forth. So I pointed this out and told her some things about her gossiping about me to her 'clique'. (2) I was irritated that she wouldn't text or call back for like 2 weeks because I was doing HER a favor by giving her some a cabinet and some storage bins. Her response and I quote said........I am not at your beck and call. Fuck you. I was doing YOU a favor by giving you this stuff, I have NEVER expected you to be at my 'beck and call', so simply fuck you and the horse you rode in on. A REAL friend would have never said that, a real friend would never gossip about you. I never EVER gossiped about her to ME or KM or to anyone. 

I SO wish I was the person to run to ME and KM to tell them the stuff that she has said about them, because it is actually SO not nice. In fact, the things are down right rude. If they knew, I am not sure they would remain her friend either, but instead they alienate me over the truthfully honest emails I have sent. Oh well, I don't care. I am over it, them, and her.