Current.

As of today, due to DBT. My posts will be current about my moods, etc. I can't dwell in the past on this blog, unless I relate it to my day. 

So, today.....July 5th.

Is a crappy day. I am in unbelievable amounts of pain in my left shoulder due to an injury. Work was stressful and long. I don't feel well. My epilepsy meds were doubled and the meds have a side effect where I can't taste food every time there is a change. The side effect lasts several months. It sucks. Who likes to eat if you can't taste food? I still have no friends. I am lonely. I sit in my lonely world with my cute cuddly dog and do nothing. I hate life, actually, I just hate everything. Tomorrow is church, I don't want to go. I see no value in it anymore.