Screw this.

I have no reason to live. Will I ever have a day again where I don't sit and cry? My new normal IS mental hospitalization/behavioral therapy. I don't think I can live in society. Society (1) is a cruel place. (2) our society still believes mental illness is made up> I can attest to you that it is NOT made up because I sit in misery. (3) I may not want to live in society. I haven't decided.