Oh, Jesus Fucking Christ, where does this letter even begin.
Oh, there is one thing that needs to get out of the way right now................miss great 'editor' I don't give a shit about your red pen or my writing on a blog. Maybe if I gave a shit about you, I would care more, but I don't, so get your red pen out and waste your time. Second, I am glad you are back in Utah and I am hopeful that your husband can hold down a job there since he couldn't here. oh, see, maybe I care a little, I do have a little hope for you.
Second, refer to the Melanie Eng Ling letter too, because it is meant for you as well.
So, now should I begin your letter as.........
"oh holy one"
"Great Deceiver"
"Best Co-Coward of All Time"
I think Great Deceiver is best because isn't that really what you are? Don't you have everyone fooled? I mean we all can look at your sourpuss face and see how frumpy and grumpy you are, but do people REALLY know who you are and what a bitch face and mean person you really can be? I seriously can't believe I called you a friend for 2 1/2 years when you would cheer my failures or you would clap and laugh when I told you in confidence about things that would hurt my feelings. Does a true friend REALLY clap and cheer when their is a failure or when feelings have been hurt? Shit, I mean, we would constantly agree to disagree, but I never once clapped and cheered for you to be down or blue. But that is a whole different ball game than why I am writing this letter to you. Maybe I need to write you two letters.
Gosh, Best Co-Coward of All Time is such a good title too. People just need to know that you and Daniel Hammari are such cowards that you throw my belongings so sloppily into a box and you can't even put them on MY doorstep, you put them on Carol's doorstep. That is true Coward badge of honor right there. I mean, who does that. No matter how much you go from 'friends-to-hate' with someone. It has to be Co-Coward of All Time, because Karen MaReady wins BEST COWARD of ALL TIME, so I wouldn't want to take that title away from her.
You see, I actually cared about our friendship that you took so carelessly. I actually trusted you. That was probably my biggest mistake. You see, I don't trust people. At least I don't trust people very easily, especially with my inner most secrets. Gosh, for the first time in a very VERY long time, I felt safe. I felt very safe. Meaning I opened up emotionally leaving myself vulnerable and even though you gossiped about people ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME and you admitted you gossiped all the time. I actually believed in my heart that I wasn't gossiped about. Stupid Stupid me. Why. How could I be so stupid. How could I let my guard down that low to really believe that you gossiped about everyone but me. See, that is how and why "Great Deceiver" is probably the best nickname I could ever give to you. You have the wool pulled so far over everyone's eyes that no one sees the real you. To be honest, I think you even have Dan fooled. There, I said it. I have felt it for a long time and I am putting it out there for the entire world to read and see. You have the wool pulled so far down over Dan's eyes you have even him fooled.
Not once did I gossip about you and your shit to another person. Not once did I treat your feelings, your failures, your sad/bad days as my triumphs and cheer them like you did mine. Not once did I even really talk about anything we talked about or did together, because that is how friends treat each other. They treat each other with respect. They treat each other kindly. They don't gossip about each other. Did your mother fail to teach you that as a child or did you fail to learn that teaching? So, Marylee F might let you know that I warned her about your gossiping about her and the fact that you called her Eeyore behind her back and that you hate her, because I did in fact warn her that you did those things. I warned her because she doesn't deserve to be treated so delicately and unfairly. She is not a bad person and does not deserve unkindness from people like you.
Lastly, I am just gonna say it, because I feel it and well.....because I feel the way I feel and I am calling a spade a spade and it how I see it. You are a horrible person. You are a horrible mother. You are a horrible example to those beautiful children of yours, Mayumi and Lilli. Mayumi and Lilly are such bundles of pure happiness of joy and your sourpuss, bitterness and ugliness is going to ruin them. It is simply going to ruin them. They will end up exactly like you. (1) you act like your life is the most difficult life anyone has ever led - you are a stay at home mom.....Mayumi is in school.....Your house is a disastrous pigsty mess, and you goof off online all day....leaving Lilli to do who knows what. You certainly aren't working on things like ABC/123 and things like that. I have hung out at your house. You ignore her a lot. You get frustrated with her if she needs to much attention. Do us all a favor and do not create anymore children, because we don't need more people like you in this world. We have enough bitterness, ugliness, etc.
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