Reliving all this shit at 40 is a train wreck. I blocked everything. I built up a wall so I didn't know or acknowledge anything was happening around me.
Now the gates of hell are open, the memories flood out and there is no stopping them.
This blog is mine. Mine alone and mine to put the memories out as I remember them.
I didn't cause this mental illness. I didn't want this. I didn't ask for this. I don't wish it upon anyone. You want to judge me - go ahead. If you choose to, you are as bad as my parents, the fucker who sexually abused me and everything in between and to you I say fuck you.
You don't like the swearing on my blog - move along - find a blog without swearing!
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