Dr. Zen.

I can't believe this is happening. Dr. Zen and I had 'the' chat. You know the one when you tell your therapist that he or she can set the agenda of the sessions and you give up control....shit. Did that really come out of my mouth this week? What possessed me? I mean, yes, it needs to be done because my sarcasm will just take over and nothing gets accomplished, but ack.......now I feel vulnerable and giving up control is frightening to anyone. This means the weekly journals I turn in he can take any of the info and pick the agenda to talk about. ACK.....oh my.