Thursday, August 7, 2014

Dear Mayumi Kristine Hammari.

oh, my dearest squirt, how I love you, how we had a special bond, I will forever miss you. You brought me SO much joy. You will never ever know how much joy you brought me. You are a little spitfire. You glow with happiness when we would cuddle and talk.

I just sit here bawling. I didn't get to say goodbye. I would have wanted a famous squirt hug one last time. We didn't get to because of your mother's spiteful/hateful/bitter behavior towards me. It is ok though.

I love you. You will always hold a special place in my heart. I will always think about you. I will always wonder what you are doing, if you are ok, if you remember me, etc.

You have an infinite wisdom at your 5 years old, you have a wise inquisitive soul and you got me, you understood me so well. I don't know why, we just had a special bond and I hope one day we can reconnect.

I love you to the moon and back, I love you more than words can tell, and my soul aches because we didn't get to say goodbye.

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